||[Aug. 22nd, 2004|06:33 pm]
ok just got myself an avatar.:):P|
yup the finger by garfield..
i feel alittle better today
but my thighs r still hurt now they r black,and i am still punching them..:S...
i chose computer engineer as my major in university
goin to irbid tomorrow.. i wonder if my life will get better now...
i am trying my best to work things out..
to forget all the be-loves i had.,,
trying to find myself
also trying to start being myself..:).. i am happy that i feel better,,
no wonder i've been down for 2 days.. well i am still not up.. but well things got alittle better,i guess talking to fatima helped me:) thx girl for being here for me....
also thx hila for talking to me
and thx kathie for ur help:)
wow i never knew online friends can be this helpful.... i always tried to be the one heping people..
oh right my 1st thx goes to jenni,she helped through my 1st depression.. girl u know u rule:)
thx alot for all the other friend i know.,u r all great. just knowing was enough to help me:)
i found something bad today.. and thought i would post this song here:
I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra G's (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave